I’m not me today

[Starrlight]

Everything is pitch dark for me today. It’s like the sun and smiles people wear are laughing at me when I’m down. Triggered easily. I just want to be able to be like I’m okay! I feel like people are out to get me but logically I know my mind is just being a weirdo. Maybe ;p Well I’ve heard people say it’s ok to not be okay but Im having trouble handling this right now. This maybe not okay feeling. I need to give my mom a shower and plan for homeschooling and exercise and clean and I’m overwhelmed so I’ll take one thing at a time. I want to pray it is a comfort to me and so are all of you thanks for being here. Onto my next distraction.

[redrabbitniner]

Make room for a good cry? Embrace the mess. ♥️

[Starrlight in reply to redrabbitniner]

I did ha!

[Lve2dance in reply to redrabbitniner]

take things one at a time.. It will eventually get done. 😁.. I find personally It helps at work or home.. Remind myself it will be done, and not focus on the big picture, but break it down until it is done.. I don't know how helpful that is to you.. 💋

[TeddyBear3]

Sounds like you have a plan. Stick to it. Prayer always works for me.

[Starrlight in reply to TeddyBear3]

😘

[TeddyBear3]

Thanks for the 💋

[Starrlight in reply to TeddyBear3]

sure… here’s another for your other cheek 😘

[TeddyBear3 in reply to Starrlight]

Thank you!

[Starrlight in reply to TeddyBear3]

😆

[Hb2003]

i feel the same way 😔

[Starrlight in reply to Hb2003]

😘 is there something bothering you or many things bothering? After I went on my walk felt better then after I showered my mom well that was so much exercise that I am now wiped out and happier as I needed to pick her up and walk-carry her because she rarely walks even a little anymore even with help. Maybe if you do some kind of exercise you’d feel better too. I wish you’d come over … it’s more fun to work out with someone.

[Hb2003 in reply to Starrlight]

One of my cousins is in a coma

[Starrlight in reply to Hb2003]

Oh nooooo. I’m so sorry. What is the prognosis?

[Hb2003 in reply to Starrlight]

She cant talk 😕 i don't know i will have to ask my mom

[Starrlight in reply to Hb2003]

(((((((((((gentle hug))))))))))

[Hb2003 in reply to Starrlight]

Thank you so much ❤️

[Starrlight in reply to Hb2003]

❤️🌺💙🏵️

[Dolphin14 in reply to Hb2003]

Hiba

I'm so sorry to hear this

❤️🐬

[Stippler]

Sending prayers for peace and calm. You are never alone. 🙏🙏🙏

[Starrlight in reply to Stippler]

omg you are very sweet thank you so!

[melbrown]

Can 100% relate to those feelings... remember baby steps... focus on 1 task at a time, start with the easiest one first. And it's okay if it can't all be done today. Give yourself a little TLC.

[Starrlight in reply to melbrown]

Thanks feels good to be understood. Oh I did the hardest first but hey it’s done and it was so hard that I got endorphins from it. Yes you are right TLC time! Some things can be left for tomorrow; that’s what tomorrows are for at times ha! How are you doing?

[melbrown in reply to Starrlight]

Struggling... husband & I are both sick- tested negative for Covid a few days ago, but plan one retesting today. Of course I'm super anxious. Today also marks one month since Hansie past.😭 I changed out of PJs and went out on our back porch to enjoy the rain abit. Nice to enjoy the quite, feeling like the world is sad with me.

[Starrlight in reply to melbrown]

❤️🌺💜☔ so sorry 😞 bless you and Hansie There will be brighter days ☀️❤️⭐

[Dolphin14 in reply to melbrown]

((((Mel and Hansie))))

❤️🐬

[Hb2003]

i really don't know 🙁

[Starrlight in reply to Hb2003]

🙏

[Starrlight in reply to Hb2003]

I’m saying a prayer for you, the families and your cousin especially 🌺

[Starrlight]

❤️

[Starrlight]

💫❄️🏵️🌙

[Hb2003]

thank you i am trying to but its really hard 🙁

[Hb2003]

so my aunt went to see my cousin tomorrow i hopefully will have an update ❤️

[Hb2003]

❤️ 🙏

[Mrspjsmom]

Being overwhelmed always makes my mood darker. I don't know what to do or where to start. Practice alot of self care today. ❤️🙃🌹

[Starrlight in reply to Mrspjsmom]

Good idea! Thanks 🙏 😊

[Dolphin14]

Be very gentle with yourself during these times. It sounds like overload.

Some days are just so hard

❤️🐬

[Starrlight in reply to Dolphin14]

I will! Thank you 😊

[shawnaskin]

I pray for ypu and your well being in Immanuels name i pray amen

[Starrlight in reply to shawnaskin]

thank you so!!! How are ya?

[Mireyaozzieg]

Praying for u love May comfort your lil heart ❤️ embrace the season even when its hard.

[Starrlight in reply to Mireyaozzieg]

thanks that means a lot to me!!! How’s your day going?

[Mireyaozzieg in reply to Starrlight]

Well i struggle with Health Anxiety right now battling that out in Prayer.