I haven't posted in a long time because I was trying to handle everything myself and keep all the emotions and everything that goes along with it out of sight and buried out of mind. Today the overwhelming loneliness hit me and I just can't handle it. I left Nevada after my best friend and I had a falling out because I once again made a bad choice that hurt her so she no longer could stand to be friends with me. I ended up back in Ohio which was my worst case scenario because I have hardly any emotional support here. Now I am out of most my meds while my insurance is in limbo until everything is filed and I ain't homeless. September 2020 until the shit hit the fan around Halloween 2021 was the best of my life. Now I have lost everything that really mattered to me and all the progress I made because I am in so many pieces and most of them just won't fit together anymore.
The Fallout: I haven't posted in a long... - Anxiety and Depre...
The Fallout
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Dear Dragon, I'm sorry you have gone through so much in the last 3 months.Those pieces that you are in right now in time will fit together again.
Take a look at the post I wrote "Life is like a Puzzle". I hope that it will give
you the incentive to continue to work on the puzzle life has given you.
I know you can do it. I believe in you my friend. xx
I am couch crashing between family members but other than that I am homeless and I lost a lot of my stuff because I had to move back to Ohio and couldn't bring it with me
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