It's been a shitty few days, Especially today. The highlight is my colleagues who i thought they are people I can trust was making a fool out of myself for almost 1 and half year. Before the pandemic lockdown, a rumor about a girl interested in me started to spread. In the beginning I completely ignored. As days passed and I finally believed by someone who I thought was being genuine, the torture began. I was intrigued to know about her. But they kept asking money and treat for her details. I didn't give them anything and holded out as long as possible with losing myself. When I started to dig details about her myself, they arranged a girl in their group who I didn't know about to talk to me like the girl who was interested in me and as I expected, I fell for it(in the beginning I told them if this is some sort of some prank and having fun in their own way, they should stop.if they didn't, I won't be having any relation with them.They didn't stop and continued it). As things continued it went down horrible. She cooked up a story of getting married and it ended. Well, today after talking to one of the guys in the group deliberately opened up the whole story and I came to know about all of it. I was raging with anger and swear alot to all of them. I ended my friendship(which I was having a hard to build around people) all except one guy who came clean about it.
The most frustrating thing is that how some people find fun in other person's miseries. I was already dealing with heavy depression, OCD, mood swings and other shits every. And then they put this thing on top of it. I've already lost my focus in studies and is floating in helplessness and hopelessness.... I'm pretty tired guys😔😔
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I can imagine the pain you are going through. I know what it is to be picked on and mocked by work colleagues. What they did to you was not at all funny. These people don't even think about what else might be going on in our lives.
OMG. I am very very sorry for the awe full thing those people put you through. It's hard to understand why some people can be so cruel at times. They seem so heartless and ignorant of the harm they could and did cause. All I can say is I feel for you and can offer my emotion support for all it's worth as I'm sure you're not sure if you can trust again. Know all in all life balances out and in time you will feel well about others despite what these people did.
It's been a long time since we last chatted. The door is still open.
It's going to be pretty hard. I'm lucky that no one knows I got pranked. I can't bear that much embarrassment. I'm already dealing with heavy depression, OCD, mood swings and fights with parents on my mental problems. My studies are done. It'd going to be very hard to get back on track and pass the failed exams. Also, there won't be any friends in my class after what has happened. I'm just frustrated and struggling to just finish the degree for my parents sake and get the fuck out of that college. Then, I need to find a profession and stand my own..
I’m so sorry you are going thru all this, especially the work related issue. That is completely crazy, and abusive. They sound like total jerks- I hope that you realize this is about them and how ridiculously immature and mean-spirited they are, not about you. People tend to pick on people they feel they can get away with it with—I’m glad you are setting boundaries. If this workplace is not a good fit for you, and unless you happen to really love your job, I would urge you to find another company with better people. There are plenty of them out there. Find a reputable company with a decent HR department. I know you’ve had a rough time lately, but lots of other people have too- and you can get they all this. Just keep your head up, and keep going. Stay strong!
It's going to be pretty hard. I'm lucky that no one knows I got pranked. I can't bear that much embarrassment. I'm already dealing with heavy depression, OCD, mood swings and fights with parents on my mental problems. My studies are done. It'd going to be very hard to get back on track and pass the failed exams. Also, there won't be any friends in my class after what has happened. I'm just frustrated and struggling to just finish the degree for my parents sake and get the fuck out of that college. Then, I need to find a profession and stand my own...
I am sorry for how are you feeling right now.I can't imagine how hard must be for you to deal with this situation.
I know that you are hurt and that is completely ok.
Now, Everytime you go to your job, walk with pride in front of those jerks. Why? Because you are completely a much better person than them. Because you never would have done such a low and despicable thing to any person.
Because you know that other people's well being and feelings matters.
Because you are so strong that even though you were hurt and betrayed by them, you are still on your feet. You are living your life as it comes and you do not need anyone of them to do so.
They do not deserve you. They never did.
They are miserable and unhappy with their own life that try to ruin the life of others. They are worse than trash. They are rotten inside their heads and hearts. They degraded their value as human beings.
I know that you are hurt but your wounds are going to heal.
You just need time to get stronger. Your heart and mind will know how long is enough for them to grieve. It is gonna be a difficult journey but eventually you will be fine.
It is ok to feel what you feel. And also normal. Do not feel bad or ashamed of it. Let your feelings flow outside of you.
And remember, you are a better person than anyone of them.
You are not alone. Many people here supports you.
I could never understand why some people behave like this. You're far better and have way more integrity than these slimy people you're working with.
It's going to be pretty hard. I'm lucky that no one knows I got pranked. I can't bear that much embarrassment. I'm already dealing with heavy depression, OCD, mood swings and fights with parents on my mental problems. My studies are done. It'd going to be very hard to get back on track and pass the failed exams. Also, there won't be any friends in my class after what has happened. I'm just frustrated and struggling to just finish the degree for my parents sake and get the fuck out of that college. Then, I need to find a profession and stand my own..
It's going to be pretty hard. I'm lucky that no one knows I got pranked. I can't bear that much embarrassment. I'm already dealing with heavy depression, OCD, mood swings and fights with parents on my mental problems. My studies are done. It'd going to be very hard to get back on track and pass the failed exams. Also, there won't be any friends in my class after what has happened. I'm just frustrated and struggling to just finish the degree for my parents sake and get the fuck out of that college. Then, I need to find a profession and stand my own..
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Just a thought. I dont understand how some people can reach out for support so easily and Im so different 🤔
I hate how life work and some people think.. 
Every 'No' feels like an insult or betrayal to me
Hoping to find people who understand depression and I can talk to 
