So today sucked. I go to school and the first thing I hear is something about a shooting nearby. I had a bad feeling in my stomach but didn't think anything of it till my cousins' dad texts me asking me if I'm ok. I said 'yea why' only to get back after a few messages back and forth that the shooting was at my uncle's house and he and the girls was taken to the hospital. Later on, I found out my uncle was shot 2 times but is still alive and in the hospital. One of the girls is fine but the other one didn't make it. I don't understand how one could take away the life of an innocent child. She was only 11! She didn't deserve that and all cause of an argument!! I'm so close to just losing it. Now the other little girl is going to remember that for the rest of her life. Seeing her sister, her dad, and her dad's girlfriend shot... I'm not going to school tomorrow cause people talk and I will lose it on someone, so I'm going to try to go back on Wednesday and hopefully not many will take about it... hopefully. I just need to tell someone about this and get it off my chest for before I bottle it and have a mental break down later and someone to talk to tomorrow after I get some kind of sleep...
(And if you know me, you know my past somewhat, but I'm not going to do anything bad. I found my stress reliver and its baking cookies so I'm baking like 200 cookies tomorrow to bring to some of my friends as school Wen.)