I finally made it to where I want to be financially and I am SO happy and ecstatic and proud of myself. Not to sound prideful, but I genuinely thought I'd be dead by now or at least worse off, so knowing that I made it and made a goal happen is truly so relieving to me.
I just proved to myself that I CAN do this. That I can do hard things. Not gonna lie y'all I actually cried but I cried because I was happy about it and it was such an overwhelming sense of relief.
I do hate customer service & that type of industry but I also simultaneously enjoy it because I get to be A Cashier™️ for a few hours and lose myself in the busy environment & stop worrying & being in my own head. That's one positive thing to come out of this. 💕
I think I discovered that I cope with hard things by working. I know that sounds silly but having something external to focus on and something to do really helps me with anxiety, even if the job itself is stressful. Yes I'm burned out & yes I'm stressed but at least I'm not so "into" myself & my head like I used to be.
I love you guys so much! Just thought I'd give an update of where I'm at. If you all ever need to talk or vent or just say hi, my inbox is always open. 🌹❤
Thank you so much! That means the world 
Today .
Tired of being tired. 
Today of all days. 
our medical system kind of ticks me off
Finding moments of beauty in times of struggle 
