I loved everyone’s FREEWRITE so much that I think we should do it again... here goes...
Mountains calling, me -sitting still. waves watching, moon catching my hair. Tears falling. Facing the sun when it’s time. Leaves falling. It’s mine. The thought. The one I can’t let go of. The one they think I should let go of... never leaves the videos of my mind. Can I tell you what it looks like?
He is gone. My head goes down when I see that he has gone. I die with him that day. It looks like a dream.
Beautiful, xxx
YOU are. ❤️ how are you feeling?
Not bad hun xxxx
Water , mountains and lakes are calling me, to free my mind of this Covid isolation. Sitting by my magical tree, wind rippling through my hair, gazing at the pictures the water is telling me. NAture is my cure for all , my mind, my heart and my soul xxxx
Beautiful!!!!!!
Hurt flows through my entire body teeth and head arthritis and emotions sick and tired of insomnia and my family and in laws. Angry hurt at my limit but will keep quiet. They leave tomorrow for a week at the shore peace will come soon. Stop judging me and saying cruel things. I've had enough. Going back to bed for awhile. Then spoiling my dog and cat.
Sorry to be so negative. Will post again when I get up. Would love to share a poem I wrote about the fall leaves if it's ok with you.
Well said xxxx
Yes!
Had walk took courage worth it did tasks energy from walk try eat less rubbish meal witj friendstonight, hope won"t be jufgef they are nice people dont see. Should l write my sad and sorry employment history for creative writing others in group older retired successful people again fear of judgment. ZOOM WAS A LIFELINE yet it is false impersonal nice day sun keeps spirits up warming lightening mood. How many herr long to belong. Day good so far
Love it 😍!!!
I will run of steam though if asked to do it too often!
So tired worked too hard. Eyes are heavy. Cozy clothes on. Time to chillax
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Chillax- like the word!
I just sat down myself. Busy day... more to do... but for now trying to do nothing but drink my coffee is good.
Rest now sweet Dolphin.
Thank you my friend. I got my usual few hours. Exercise will perk me up. How are you doing?
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Beat. It's been a long day. Off to bed now. Goodnight.
From where im sitting i face the window..tree branches swaying left right and centre outside, through my eyes my mind processes that its windy outside, i tell myself how blessed i am to have my sight, and also my hands and fingers to be able to write..also my ears; i just heard a notification come through on my phone.. someone has thought of me and wants to pass on a message, i havent looked yet.. now blessings are in my head, i should start counting them all..after all i have my mind, i don't think it has me though, atleast not the way i want it to..whilst im on the topic, and my heart is still beating, i want to say , blessings to you ALL..
Hi ellinaki. I enjoyed the branches, the movement, thank you. Your blessings are mine also, I simply miss them without reminders. I don't remember your beautiful bird's name; I always smile and feel safe just for a minute when I see him.
It’s 1:00 on the dot can’t sleep can’t stop thinking of how we used to be when we were young and our minds more free... I feel like I’m stuck in patterns so I’m trying to do different new things to stay young I’m only 45 but I feel much older right now yet I feel immature s lot of the time. I’m tired of let downs and I’m tired of now and waiting. I am feeling a little scared of what happens after death and I never used to be scared. I think it’s because I feel like a bad soul. I lately have been going over all my past faults I forget why I think I wanted to make sure I am improving myself so I thought back to wrongs so I won’t repeat them. I’m so hard on myself. I’m so tired. Goodnight moon. K so my sister has me a bit upset / she gives me her broken vacuum one time then a prayer robe all torn up then eye creme because it stung her eyes I’m yeah so it would sting my eyes too ya think abd now she brought over her car that is leaking oil snd I think I’ll have to take care of getting rid of it It was a birthday present... I like to give people the benefit of the doubt but I’m pretty upset although for all she knew the car could have lasted another year or so I guess right but I’m still pissed off you know. And I’m taking care of things around here living with my elderly parents and off she goes doing her thing never to help out. My dad is I’m not to bad of shape. Maybe when he is I’ll force her to help hold her hostage ... sigh... I’m not in a great place obviously... I am not going to let this stuff ruin this beautiful morning though so I am thankful to have this spot where I can write it all out to listeners and start over. Refresh. Good morning!!!!!!!☀️🌞😃 i
⭐️So much going on. No wonder you are struggling. Maybe you can sell the car to a place that auctions. May not get much but it's $ in your pocket and that's your gift 
Start with a clean slate. It's hard to erase all the things you have going on. But eliminate something you have control over.
Do you writing. You are so good at it. Get working on that book
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PS there is nothing wrong with your soul. You have a heart of gold, it's outside forces effecting you,
Is money more important?
No more Karen carpenters!!!
Just Feeling (more) Miserable
Is this just a phase or something more?
Learning More Everyday!
