Fade

[Spirit19]

I don’t want to die alone , I refuse to let this go ,because my soul is breaking . Wishing I’d wake up and it’d be over... I live a life in between, I refuse to let you in, I refuse to fall . Living life like it’s a dream, wake me up when it’s over .

Can you hold me ? It feels like a rip in my heart like a part of me missing ... tears on my face I can’t take it if lonely is a taste it’s all that I’m tasting I’ll cry oh can you hold me ? Because I’m falling apart . Wrap me in your arms take me from the dark ...

Kayla...

[Spirit19]

Yes I do

[fauxartist]

that's an interesting question....

[fauxartist]

Hi my friend.... good post honey.... and I'm glad your writing.....it's expressing.... and I hear you.... sometimes when we are trying to put our pieces back together ...we still feel we have a hole in our heart left un-fulfilled....and we try to fill that missing piece with what ever we think will fix it, sometimes it's just a quick fix.... but someday... we will find the right glue to put it all back together....but it's a long road to recovering from our childhood and even though we fit the pieces... there are scars in-between that are always there.... we just have to keep trying... and we will together...find a way...we can be happy, even if it's just for some days.

[fauxartist]

why would you ask if someone works if they are talking about their emotional issues...just seemed odd... no judgement...

[fauxartist]

I kind of get it now....I read your post about working....and it's just a concern in your life, it's on your mind..... and I'm sorry your worried. But hypercat54 is right... love costs you nothing.... and it finds a way....

[fauxartist]

I think the biggest difference is that love doesn't cost anything....it's a gift. You find someone who shares your interests and you get along well, you like to do the same things...and eventually you care for them in more than a way you would in just a friend, you feel romantic feelings for them... all of that has nothing to do with money. Many cultures equate your worth based on your earning ability and what you bring to the table as far as how much capital you have and what you make in salary. None of that has anything to do with love. When you love someone, you usually would work all that out together...and money should be nothing more than a means to an end. You want a house...you work for it....you want a family.... you work for it.....etc. You cannot buy happiness no matter how much money you have.

[rach1402 in reply to fauxartist]

What a lovely idea. Shame my ex husband didn't see it that way!

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Hey Kayla twin! I am here for you & I hope you know that! I’m glad you’re continuing to write here. We are all here to love & support you. <3

[fauxartist]

I do believe there is someone for everyone.... if we just leave ourself open to love...it will find a way....

[hrow]

Hi! It is good to write and get your feelings out. Don't forget though that you have a purpose for being where you are at and what you are doing right now in life! You matter with or with out a job, with or without a spouse. God made you special!!