10 years ago today my Mom passed away. Every year this day always hits me hard. I miss her so much and so much has changed since she left me. It’s just so hard.
Recently my friend, who I talk to every day, just stopped talking to me. And ignored my messages. And by ignored, I mean put me in the spam/ignored messages file on fb messenger. I had a friend message as well and their message got delivered while mine didn’t. I didn’t do anything wrong but yet I feel like I did. It seems I’m always so easy for people to leave or forget or ignore. I so want to message and ask why but I’m restraining myself from doing so. It hurts. A lot.
All I’ve been doing is crying and being hard on myself. I can’t believe they would do that; over nothing!
I feel completely alone. And wondering what the point is anymore.