I just feel so left out. Like I’m so awkward and odd and that people just don’t want me around. It feels like I’m never included and while I don’t necessarily need to be included, it hurts knowing I’m not. Even if that makes any sense.
When I was in a relationship it seemed like people were more inclined to invite me, and him, to gatherings and what not. Now once again, I feel like the outcast. The only one that doesn’t get invited.
And that relationship? Totally messed with my head. But yet I miss him.
I’m just so sad tonight and I’ve been doing so good. No one ever messages me or calls. I feel I’m the only one reaching out. I dunno. Sometimes I just feel like there’s no point anymore.
I feel so alone and lonely and I can’t deal with it. Like what’s so wrong with me? Why doesn’t anyone care about me? I’m going to end up alone.
I just don’t see a reason anymore........