My husband is a drug addict and an alcoholic. He’s been one since he found out I was pregnant and even before but I ignored the signs. 10 years I put up with all of the hardships that go along with it. I finally left but depression has taken its hold on me.
I’m worried I made the wrong decision every day and the anxiety stifles me but I can’t let anyone see because I’m so worried about what other people think.
I feel so tired and I just want to lay in bed all day but I can’t for my son but at the same time pushing myself this hard brings me Down further.
I don’t want to take depression medication - I don’t want to talk to anyone - it feels like I’m doing this to myself.