Depression irritability

[Aleozodiac]

Anyone else so depressed tonight all they want to do is sleep so they aren't snapping at people over anything? I'm a 31 old orphan now! My moms a narcissist when I told her I needed her that I was feeling suicidal she says "what have I told you about saying that?" She has told me she doesn't want to hear it she has told people she thinks I do it for attention I told her it's messed up to say that and I could use her to come to me sometimes she's at my brother's everyday & it hurts she thinks answering the phone is enough

[mom483]

I'm confused. You say you are an orphan in one sentence, then you talk about your mom in the next.

As for the lack of compassion, that is typical. People are self absorbed and can't be bothered with anything that doesn't concern them. Trying to make them understand is pointless. Get a therapist, cat, dog, or any kind of pet and vent to them.

[Aleozodiac in reply to mom483]

I said orphan NOW meaning I will no longer try to have a relationship with my mom! I've done Therapy many times since I was 15! I have dogs!

[mom483 in reply to Aleozodiac]

You are angry at your mother. And you feel like talking to her is like talking to a brick wall. I get it. You are doing everything you can. You have to make yourself understand that she is never going to change - no matter how much you want her to.

[Aleozodiac in reply to mom483]

Which is exactly why I've finally blocked her my past therapist have told me many times it needed to be done years ago bc she is very toxic for my health.

[mom483]

Good for you! Stay strong!

[Aleozodiac in reply to mom483]

Thank you so much!