Irritated

[WorshipGirl2000]

I'm about ready to go throw myself off a freaking cliff! My parents hate me, I'm good for nothing, I always cause burden to whomever I'm around, and I honestly just feel like a worthless piece of shit! I GIVE UP!!!

[spaingirl]

try and relax and have a nights sleep things are often different in the morning x

[Marshall64]

I'm sure your perspective of what you think about yourself or what others think about you is way off. Nobody is what you are saying about yourself.

Have you looked into counseling or support groups?

[WorshipGirl2000 in reply to Marshall64]

I have no way to afford it with my other health issues. I just had to spend the night in a hospital for at least 2 grand-mal seizures.

[Marshall64 in reply to WorshipGirl2000]

There are support groups that are free. I go to one that is for bipolar and depression. I really can't afford therapy either. This site also helps me and I have made some friends here.

It is good that you are reaching out here. A lot of people can identify with similar problems and situations. Just about all of us get to the point of wanting to give up. When I get like that I have to think about what blessings (or whatever word you want to use) that I have in my life to get rid of the negative thoughts. I'm sorry that you have seizures. Dealing with physical issues doesn't help our mental issues either.

[NeuronerdDoaty in reply to WorshipGirl2000]

I have seizures too. The increased activity and the meds can make us a bit short tempered and snippy.

[artwithin]

Try to keep in mind that you were created to be happy and fulfilled in this life. You have the right to be happy. It takes some work, but to feel good about yourself is very important. Also, whatever negative words come your way, they are ALL LIES! Don't believe them. Put them in the garbage and move on! Good luck!

[NeuronerdDoaty]

Okay let’s jump off the hate train here. Your parents do not hate you. Maybe you’re a handful right now but that’s what we parents sign up for. It’s no worse than poopy diapers at 4am.

If you’re causing a burden to someone that’s on them. They can make a boundary. That’s not on you. Unless someone tells you ‘you’re such a burden’ you have no right to put words in their mouths.

I’m going to say you have at minimum 4 things about you that are marvelous. (Shit is not worthless but you’re not shit. I’m mean as shit.)

There’s really no such thing as giving up. There’s waking up tomorrow and trying again. There’s giving it another try or a day off.

I think a rant was what you needed. I’d like to hear about the good things about you but tomorrow when you aren’t so irritated. Go punch pillows and yell at the tv.

You’re a strong wonderful person or you wouldn’t get irritated. You definitely aren’t boring.

Doaty💛

[WorshipGirl2000 in reply to NeuronerdDoaty]

Thank you

[Brex66]

I feel you. Different family members but same feeling here. I'm sorry

[TheBooG]

Don’t give up homegirl, ask yourself what do you want? My mother has always treated me the same way and I’m grown as hell.