What is wrong with me

[Iamtryingsohard]

I haven't eaten anything today..just a boost drink and hot chips. My stomach is growling but I don't see a point in eating. I went to the lake today to have some time to myself with my dog. But im back home in my room, I don't know how I'm feeling rn

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Hey, eat something for a snack before you go to bed. What happens with me when I do something like that is later on I suddenly feel super hungry, then it's like I'll be waking up at 3am to raid the fridge. Not good.

[Iamtryingsohard in reply to Hidden]

Ill eat a banana and spinach thats all I'm willing to eat /:

[Agora1 in reply to Iamtryingsohard]

It sounds like you have an Eating Disorder.Are you willing to admit that you might be Anorexic.

My daughter is and your traits are similar. xx

[Iamtryingsohard in reply to Agora1]

To be honest I'm not, im just depressed, I don't have an appetite. I was trying to gain weight but nothing is working so im done trying

[Agora1 in reply to Iamtryingsohard]

I realize that depression and for some, even anxiety can cause loss of appetite.Whatever the reasons, it is not healthy and can even become a serious issue.

I hope you get some help from your doctor/therapist. It's about getting your

mental state in order and then everything else will fall into place.

Sending you my best. I care xx

[Iamtryingsohard in reply to Agora1]

Yea, im not sure when I will be okay. And I'm also afraid because I start a new job soon and I don't want to have this same energy. I don't want anyone to see me like this

[Agora1 in reply to Iamtryingsohard]

I so understand. It may be very difficult for you to put the energy you don't have into a job. But I wish you well. Something is blocking your road to recovery. I'm not

a doctor but do know you need professional help to address this. Sending you a

gentle hug from me to you. xx

[Iamtryingsohard in reply to Agora1]

I feel like I've been hexed, sigh, thank you tho ,ill just keep talking to you guys I don't like talking to people I actually know. I don't want anyone concerned about me and therapist don't help. Thank you for your words

[Agora1 in reply to Iamtryingsohard]

Anytime dear...I'm signing off for the night but will be back on tomorrow.We will help you the best we can on this site. It's safe, we don't judge and we care.

Goodnight, might you be able to have some milk before bed? xx