I hate myself

yesterday I was looking at my self and I realized how much I hate this girl I saw me broken every thing in my life is opposite of what I want I am so tired I want to cry but I lose this also I feel numb nothing really can makes me happy

[mentalcase]

I've felt the same way. I suffer from depression every day and am so tired of it. Medicine doesn't work for me so I'm going to try other options. You have to start thinking good about yourself because you are worthy and probably a good person. Go ahead and cry because it does help. I haven't had much happiness in my life and I'm 68 years old. It's a struggle every day but we have to keep doing the best we can and keep fighting. Things do get better even though it doesn't look like they ever will.

[Dolphin14]

This " girl" may carry a lot of pain.

Sometimes it's someone else that has made us feel negatively toward ourselves.

Good things can come if we work hard for them.

I wish you peace and I hope your pain eases

🐬

[SirGrits]

Hey Hidden, seems like you're letting your negative thoughts take control. For my part, my rudimentary knowledge of CBT helps me break my negative thought's hold on me. Thanks for coming here to vent. I pray you see some sunshine soon. If it's not around the corner, it'll be around the next corner. While that sounds exhausting, I've come to see the bittersweet beauty of "it". It is what makes us human and the sweetness that God gifted us through life is hidden in there somewhere. I pray you learn to see it too. Hang in there and Godspeed.