Self-isolation

After over one year I almost forgot what it feels like to be in the company of others. There are moments when I truly miss it. Other moments not so much. We are social beings after all. I have spent so much time by myself that I am not even sure how I would react or feel in a social setting.

[Broken1971]

I hear you. Even before the pandemic I have been self isolating for several years. I go to the market and I visit my elderly father and that's about it. I always feel like people are judging me...I'm anxious about expanding my social circle and even working again but I've done it in the past and I know (when the timing is right) that I can do it again. I'm sure you can too.

[Hidden in reply to Broken1971]

Not so different from me so I can sympathise. I have never been great socialising since it is hard for me and as I get older life becomes even lonelier.

[Hidden]

I feel that way to . To the point though that been around all those people now makes me so nervous that I feel panic coming on . I think though that it is manly because of my current situation, I don't want people to ask about work why I'm back in my home town and so on . I feel lonely sad then in lock down, but now it has some what lifted im scared to go out

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

It makes one realise that none of us is alone although we often feel as if we are. Whatever is on your mind share it on here and you will find a friendly ear. As far as going out goes, babysteps... one step at the time.

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Thankyou fireskull. Its hard to put down in words whats going on and has gone on in my life never mind my head . But yes softly and baby steps. X

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

I know. I think most of us feel that way. If you are not sure find someone you trust. We often don't seem to make much sense but I have learned that people are far more understanding that we give them credit for.