To anyone reading ,hi,
I just want to let out ,I don’t know because there are a lot happening that all am left with is anger and loneliness and sadness ,I thought I have been doing well the past year with my healing journey and now am in a familiar low point in my life that I know too well,
I feel fragile and delicate and too sensitive where everything around me is more of a trigger and am trying to be ok and to do healthy habits like yoga and walks and have a positive mindset or perspective but a part of me can’t seem to think that way cuz it isn’t true for me at the moment .
I don’t feel comfortable sharing my pain with those around me cuz they don’t understand and probably think it is me being negative .
To anyone going through something similar ,I send u love and peace and contentment at heart and joy that fills every part of your body .