I can’t figure it out. I want to be happy, enjoy life. But I lay here, depressed, weepy, and finding fault with what good things are happening in my life. It’s like I have had life long training that I deserve only sad bad things in my life.
My Doc upped my Zoloft to 150 mg but it did not make any difference. I take 100 mg gaba for anxiety, but I am tempted to start drinking again after a year of sobriety. I am a mess.