The secret to getting ahead is getting started.
You never know what you can accomplish until you set out and try
Lately I’ve been moving along in therapy and things have been shifting and I’m getting signs of change and healing especially today I feel the motivation to really go but I just don’t know in what way I’m supposed to go but since I’m really physically sick as hell today it must be a mindful decision with ideas that need to be made and my heart is telling me as friends have hinted to me to take care of me first and stop doing it all for everybody as it’s just killing me... I need time for creativity I need time to be me...and to feel worthy... have I ever felt worthy...? I’ve never remembered a time when there wasn’t something seemingly wrong with me. And that, is not my fault. I feel like I wish someone could show me or give me a hint of what feeling worthy is about.
I think I need to get back to my artistic roots and go for the raw stuff that comes straight from my core self, the crazy strong emotions I need to work through, some things on my own soon, and I want to be sure I’m open to what I need to create. Just thought I’d share. I’m excited to hopefully create something meaningful that I will be proud of. When I do, I’ll share it here with you beautiful people. ❤️