I’d really appreciate some advice from experienced people who have been in a relationship/ married .
Me and my fiancé are going to take a huge step in our relationship next month. Of course anyone who’s getting married wants their marriage to work. I do have some qualities but so soo many faults . I can be very controlling and freak out over the stupidest things. It looks like it’s bigger than me. I try not to show it but sometimes it’s hard.
I want him with me 24/7 doing what I want cause I feel a gap so big whenever he’s gone. I can say I’m 100% dependent of him. And it kills me to know that these things are really red flags. Sometimes I fear that he doesn’t love me anymore even being crystal clear that he does . I am aware of my faults and I want to fix it but easier said than done. Also I had a relationship five years ago that ended for the same reasons.
My fiancé is a good man, he’s the love of my life and I want our marriage to work really bad. What’s the best thing I can do to stop being this crazy?