Ive had enough man

[Chaseincc]

Ive been dealing with this for too long now i lost all friends , had to drop out of school , stop playing sports everything , im constantly calling the ambulance every single day crying wolf , everytime one problem is gone its a new one right behind it , for the last few days i been dealing with this new thing with my stomach , my stomach is litterally tight after anything i try to eat and not only that i havent had a real meal probably in a whole year since around February since then all i can eat is m&ms , milkshakes because im scared to choke on real food , i post about this everyday i had a pda when i was younger so it makes my anxiety worst even tho i go to the ER atleast 3 times a week , its never gonna stop i feel like now , i have no hope i litterally wake up everyday and await for a panic attack , im scared to leave my house i developed agoraphobia about 6 months ago havent left my street since then , i dont know what to do every sensation i feel i think its a serious problem mainly heart attack or something crazy like a collapsed lung , im only 22 and the last 3 yrs have been complete torture

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Honey, your anxiety needs to be addressed. I don’t know what your situation is but Is it possible for you to see your doctor and let them know what you told us. If there’s no doctor, you could maybe find a psychologist near you? Counties Or Cities usually have Health departments with resources. Please reach out.......you may need talk therapy and/or medication to get through this. You anxiety is now causing a threat to your health. You didn’t mention it but I’ll ask anyway, do you have a family member that could help you? Is there anything that you need to do to get their help? You need to take whatever help you can because you deserve to live a better life. I wish you success.......you CAN do it

[langedechu]

from your posts i would definitely recommend seeing a doctor. no one here wants you to be feeling like this and it sucks to hear what you're going through