Triggered memory

[speaklouder]

I saw a post of where it said “delete her nudes, you aren’t dating anymore”

When I read the comments, guys were “joking” around and stating they wouldn’t, etc.

I felt disgusted and scared. It triggered a memory of past and I knew I was overthinking.

I said before in my other post that I’m worried someone of my past will post my nudes. It’s been almost a year but what I don’t understand is why I’m feeling this way now when I didn’t work about it at the beginning when I left.

I’m not sure if it’s seasonal depression or anxiety. But I want to find out if I’m truly worrying over nothing or even if I should fight back.

I hear stories from others about how their nudes were put on the internet by others. I don’t know how they got through it, but they just do...and I really admire that.

I guess what I’m trying to get through is that nudes are an intimate part of the body that’s only shared with another. It’s...disgusting and hurtful when it’s not consented when shared with others.

I hope I can stop this trigger, I really want for get over this