My advice to myself.

[teen_anxiety]

Well, my goal on here is to rant only when needed but to be a support mainly, and I have noticed that when I post my helpful posts I have seen an improvement in my struggles. So I have decided to try something new in this post I will share my rant I need to share and then give myself advice. (2 in 1)

So basically I am the president of a youth group in my church and we had a meeting today and...well...I lowkey kinda hated it. So we have to plan activities that fit into the covid guidelines in WA (mostly online but a few social distanced activities) and one of the girls came with the idea of having a virtual movie night; does that sound fun to you?? Well it does not to me we would be starting at a screen thru a screen, oh and we would all have to mute so we could not interact except for thru the chat I mean come on I am sorry but I had to say no to that one. I advised we do one where we can still interact. So then we had the idea of doing the Christmas ships it's outside we can social distance and if we can keep the distance we do not have to wear masks of not well then mask up. Weeell....one girl was concerned that people might not be able to come well if they wanna come then they will plan it into their schedules if not then they won't come it's that easy. Except it wasn't because well she was not comfortable unless we were all to stay in our cars. Wait hold up what!! No why should it matter if I am down by the water watching the ships and you are back in your car?? I want to take the necessary cautions and be safe but honestly, it is another form of the flu and also if you are overcautious you can actually make yourself more vulnerable because your body will not know how to fight off the bacteria there is such thing as good bacteria and we need to get a little dirty to keep that coming in order for our body to be at its best in case I was to get sick.

As for advice, to be honest, all I can say is to chill and calm down on your opinions I really do not have any advice for myself so that did not work out as planned. Ok, then but I will be back with my positive posts soon (I hope).

P.S. I have tried to see it from both sides I try to always be fair and see reason and not be pushy and that's not the whole meeting detail for detail it's just the parts that are bugging me. Other than that it went ok I guess.