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I have very poor quality of life since workplace injuries sent me onto permanent disability pension. Constantly watching YouTube videos about being euthanized.

[Mary-intussuception]

Hi

I am so sorry that you're in so much pain. And with people in your life that really seem like they're not - as they offer you no support, comfort nor any help at all.

I read through your profile and (hope you don't mind me saying this) but don't think this is the way for you - don't think it's the answer. Also, all those people that did you harm in the workplace and conspired against you, denied the truth - they will have won.

You're much better than all of them put together and more.

You are genuine. Have a good heart and mind. Have always been a good worker, considerate, kind and helpful to co-workers and others.

I believe that you still have a lot to offer.

What about your dog? Wouldn't he miss you?

All the emotion and anger intensifies the pain. Those that commited evil acts against you are not worthy of your energy.

There is hope.

You are Precious.

Truly hoping you can get your pain under control.

I was badly affected by work place injuries but so glad I am still here. Hate feeling useless when the pain is so bad. But, thankfully, there are times of respite from it.

I can answer your question " where can I get help" - but not the kervorkian help you mention.

Let's know.

Thinking of you

xX x

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Thank you Mary. I wish you the best. My head feels like a stuffed turkey half the time. Used to have it together and help others. I really need a good friend.

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Man,

You have been through some Really Messed up Stuff !!

You have been treated Unbelievably Horribly at work..

Right now I want to Euthanize

your coworkers...

Chris

Catman

😈

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Was taught to turn the other cheek. But by the time I was 55 that only got me messed over losing my career to nervous breakdown from being bullied to the enth degree. I literally want to pack up, jump into my van and leave, but can’t because of Covid. Before everything that happened I planned to go to Central America (I don’t like the cold up here), buy property and retire at 65 or 70 maybe. But all this destroyed when workplace ganged up on me. And I don’t understand it. I was a good guy and they used to tell me they loved me there at work. They promoted me and I became yard supervisor, managing the servicing of tour buses. Now my wife gives me no validation that I’m any good to her as a husband, and I don’t know if I’m coming or going.

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I'm just agreeing with you that your workplace is literal Hell on Earth.

I been thru it too..

Moving to a warmer climate is a good idea..

And you cannot make your wife support you if she won't..

Chris

Catman22

😢

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Thank you. I appreciate your response and empathise with any who undesrvably get brutally bullied. Not right for this to happen in the workplace.

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I have empathy for those who suffer with depression. I’m depressed beyond help. For some, there is help, but when even the doctor says he can’t help anymore, and your wife tells you to leave because your too depressed. Well I guess my friends were right I should just end my life or get it done for me, as I feel I’m not able too. I’ve helped so many people in my situation. Guys at work and ladies at work would come to me with their psychological problems. But seems no one can help me. And I try to get help I really do. My dog is one of the reasons I continue on.