even miles away the threat gnaws
grasping every last and chucking it
may my words be a hook in your most delicate flesh
a distraction, what a laugh
unraveling crocheted delusion
oh, but a pawn
and so i cursed the only true voice
solipsistic techno dream carry me
and to all the cowboys that wrangled me
my heart beats too, you know
Scared of being old.
Feeling so so lonely
I'm So, So SAD ((Warning - May Have Triggers))
Old, alone, sick and afraid
So misunderstood by spouse :(
