hallucinations and derealization

[xbleedingrosex]

this stated 3-4 months ago i was in bed and i thought i saw bug so im moved the blanket to where it went and it wasnt there, that same thing happened again and occurred multiple times it stopped a month ago but after that had stopped i started to feel like everything around me is an illusion and its not real and im in like a simulation?! it stopped but now its starting again and im scared im going to get hurt when this happens, the derealization started like only my surroundings and nows its everything except me it feels like my thoughts aren't actually mine or there just fake and im scared i cant even go to school im that scared about it

[brokenankle75]

Have you seeked medical help. I think talking with psychiatrist and counselor would be beneficial for you. Nothing wrong or shameful about it I do.

[xbleedingrosex in reply to brokenankle75]

i talked to my mother about and she just said it might be schitzophrenia

[brokenankle75 in reply to xbleedingrosex]

That’s what I was thinking. Be very beneficial to get help cuz meds will help manage things. You have to be patient with the meds cuz it’s not a one pill fix all. It’s very frustrating. Least it has been for me. They have side effects so there’s certain ones I’m not willing to live with. Just try and build a strong 💪 bond with your dr and counselor if you go. Keep in mind with them too that you may not like the dr or counselor you get so you can switch. I did many times until I finally found one’s I love.

I wish you all the luck

[xbleedingrosex in reply to brokenankle75]

thank you

[VDC1]

If you’re hallucinating while in bed that’s not necessarily schizophrenia it’s a sleep disorder. It’s called a hypnagogic hallucinations. I get them all the time. I usually see bugs like you said , rats, spiders. You’re essentially asleep when this happens, even if your eyes are open like sleep walking. It’s effected by drugs, alcohol use, etc.

Dissociation is a common depression symptom. Seek mental help and mention your symptoms.

If you’re hallucinating during the day, that very well could be schizophrenia. Seek help, or even go to the emergency room and mention it. That might expedite things if need be

[xbleedingrosex in reply to VDC1]

thank you