I hate everything about my relationship. I have to say how of a douchbag my husband is. He is a fucking veteran with problems, but he is draining me away. I’m not the person I used to be & I look myself in the mirror and feel so unattractive.... and lonely. I don’t feel loved at all, to be honest I feel hated. I don’t even have a sexual desire anymore. He just treats me like shit everyday...I’m depress and I can tell. I just wish my life can turn out differently.
Sorry, just wanted to ventilate.