I feel so hopeless. I feel like I just wanna give up on everything. I have good days and bad, but recently nothing is making me feel better. I feel so alone, like I have no one. My life is a mess. I’m just so depressed. I just feel so sad I can’t handle it. I don’t want to feel like this anymore. I’m fighting those urges to just end everything. I am not gonna do that, but I have those feelings. And it sucks. I don’t know what to do.