hello,
first i'll introduce myself, i'm lottie (short for charlotte). i'm 20 and originally from yorkshire.
basically i feel like me life's a right mess lately. i've gone to two years of university but im taking a year off to sort meself out. i was planning to transfer to a different uni because the one i'm at now doesn't offer what i want to do (it's taken me two years to sort out what i'd like to do) but i don't want to ave to start a new degree online because of covid. i just don't learn well online.
atm im working at the part time job i hate, just spent over a G on my car, my luv is going to uni hours away from me, and i can't stand living at home. it really feels like everything is rubbish atm and im not sure how much more i can take. im trying to move in with me mate katelyn by the end of the week but ave been feeling so wonky im not sure i'll get it done.
i know exactly what i need to do to feel better: apply to uni for next year, move out me mum's, and get a new job.
i just feel so miserable but cant seem to get meself to the proper things to change it. i don't really even know the purpose of me posting on here but i felt like i needed to share and don't have anyone to listen
x