Hello all! New here...

[florapeace]

All my depression and anxiety talk is really taking a toll on my boyfriend, who is the whole of my support system, so I'm here to talk to people that understand and are going through this themselves. Some people in my life say they get it, but when I let them in on my stream of consciousness I can feel judgement. Also, I feel like it's not fair for me to burden those who are genuinely enjoying their lives and don't have the mental capacity to help me with mine. Looking forward to a sense of community here.

[Bigbrovaz]

I understand you and I’m going through the same thing, I don’t talk about my anxiety with anyone but covid19 changed all that because now I’m stuck with people and they have to see me when i have my episodes, I couldn’t make an excuse for leaving the house 11pm in the night for an hospital...its annoying when they relate anxiety to fear and I really don’t want to burden anyone with my problems.

[florapeace in reply to Bigbrovaz]

I have roommates and I feel the exact same way. I used to only live with my boyfriend, but we just moved in with a couple more friends for cheaper rent and it has been hell. I feel like I can't leave my bedroom, and I get so irritable when I have to interact with others I bet they all hate me by now. My house used to be my safe space, as going out triggers my anxiety too... so it goes.

[Bigbrovaz]

I’m new here too

[Bigbrovaz]

A change in lifestyle is a major trigger for anxiety and i have come to realize that...i think you need to get away for a while, I’m telling you this because i know i need it.

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The only people that “get it” are the fellow sufferers! This shit is not EASY

[gnsbao13]

Hello! I am also new to this.. I totally get what you mean. When I often express how I feel to the people around me who know what I am going through it makes me feel extremely bad because I feel like I’m only a burden on there life. Not only that, I’m sure it’s difficult talking to me. So far I have found the people on here to be extremely kind and I’ve only been on this thing for 2 days. Anyways feel free to message me if you need someone to talk to! Hope you find the sense of community you are looking for

[Agora1]

florapeace, that is what is so wonderful about this amazing site. You are never burdening us and we are non judgmental. It's a perfect fit for those of us going through different stages of anxiety and depression. The world is far from perfect and now more than ever we need people who understand us and will walk the walk with us. Here we are, only a message away. xx