I feel like I'm slipping away this time like I'm forgetting who I am πit took me forever to fight that back then ugh please god don't let me do something dumb ππ
Losing it: I feel like I'm slipping... - Anxiety and Depre...
Losing it
That song by soul train comes to mind, Hang On. If you dont know it, googke it
praying for youπ
Sorry. REM, called Everybidy Hurts
I feel hate around me my mom my family the ones I love my head keeps repeating to giveup and go like what's wrong with me π
It is never easy to fight those feelings. The fight is real and its not all in our heads. Our body keeps the score of everything we face or endure, Trauma is real and pain is penetrating no matter the kind of pain your in. Thinking positive does not always work, if it did there wouldn't be a billion people facing death daily. Not the kind that takes the final breath but the kind that steals your breath every moment of every day. The kind that makes living painful trial and death the reward. Its when life is a trial not a trail to to walk. When each and every step is a type of minefield and you never know which step will trigger another explosion of emotions or despair.