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The 20th of this month makes 2yrs since I lost my sweet boy ..and I'm dreading it so much ๐Ÿ˜ญ. He was so tiny...caskets shouldn't be that small ๐Ÿ’”. It's been hitting me really hard past 2 days and I wish I had the words to explain the pain but I just don't ๐Ÿ˜ž

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Shnookie

Iโ€™m so sorry that you lost your little boy. It is totally understandable that U R in such great pain now. Anniversaries R triggers for many people. No mother should ever lose her son. It was brave of you to come here. People from HU R compassionate and supportive. Iโ€™m always here 4 U. Hugs ๐Ÿค— S. Please keep loving memories of your precious son close to your heart.

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ashleybakerr01โ€ข in reply toShnookie

He was stillborn...but I got a chance to carry him. Ill always have that ๐Ÿ˜ฅ

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ashleybakerr01โ€ข in reply toShnookie

Thank you for your reply. I appreciate it

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Shnookieโ€ข in reply toashleybakerr01

You are very welcome. Keep that memory of carrying your baby close to your heart

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ashleybakerr01โ€ข in reply toShnookie

Always will

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thegoat123

i am so sorry that you lost your little man. that pain is immeasurable. i hope youre coping well. youre loved. he's in a great place and someday you will meet again. <3

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ashleybakerr01โ€ข in reply tothegoat123

Thank you. Some days are harder than others, but not a day goes by I don't think about him

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Stippler

I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

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Arymretep

Thatโ€™s so sad, but he will always be with you

Those that live in the hearts of others never die โค๏ธ

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CLB1125

as a grandmother I lost two precious little boys also. And I agree, there shouldnโ€™t be caskets that small. My daughter lost her boys 9 months apart. I was with her every step of the way for both. It has been a rough journey and thatโ€™s mainly why I found HU. Everyone here has been so supportive and kind. This is a safe place to talk about it. If I can help you in any way, feel free to pm me.

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ashleybakerr01โ€ข in reply toCLB1125

Thank you . โค๏ธ

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Teaching

Loss is one of the hardest things to deal with. Sorry for your loss.

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catsrock

I'm so sorry, can't imagine how hard that is. Grief sucks and I'm sending you lots of hugs.

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dutchgirl71

Iโ€™m so sorry for your loss. I have a tattoo that says Nothing Loved Is Ever Lostโ€ฆhe will always be with you in your heart.

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Vonus5591

I'm so sorry for your loss.

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Mamabear49_

I am so sorry for your loss ๐Ÿ˜ญ

I wish I had word to comfort you

What you are feeling is normal and hard, painful

Have you tried grief support group at a local church?

Everyone there has lost someone and they are there to lean on each other and offer suggestions on what helps them through their grief

I just lost my mom a month ago and my aunt a year ago

I am in disbelief at it all, I have bad days but I allow myself the grief time and then later dry my eyes and move about the day

I try to remember good thoughts, days with them to help me through

Wishing you comfort and peace

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ashleybakerr01โ€ข in reply toMamabear49_

Thank you. I try to look at it as at least I got the opportunity to carry him, even if it was for a short period of time. I lost him at 14 weeks pregnant, he was a stillborn. Ill never forget being able to hold him for those few brief moments, and I'll also never forget having to leave without him ๐Ÿ’”

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