There is probably no hope for me

[Purplesomething]

How do you become a "normal" person? I have so much anxiety..I drown it with alcohol. I've messed everything up in my life til now. Now my fiance has given up..told me to leave. I HATE COVID..I HATE MY MIND NOW

[kenster1]

hi sorry yo hear of your struggles get yourself off the alcohol and try to think more clearly.so called being normal doesn`t exist everyone has problems and concerns but lots choose not to be open with it.the virus probably has put a strain on many relationships so I hope you can repair yours if you get support with the alcohol.

[Freedom57]

Hang in there! Let life happen, and accept that maybe you aren’t suppose to be with this person because someone else is waiting to meet the awesome unique person that you are.

Have you thought about trying AA, meetings are on zoom.

I too drank a lot after my husband passed but it cost me my health. I became very ill, and was diagnosed with 7 diseases and illnesses in one year. I felt anything but normal but didn’t give up. My life is different now but I can handle everything without alcohol. You can too!

Be kind to yourself, you’re a very important person! 🤗