More times than often, lately I just don’t want to be here. Not at work, or school, or home. It’s like what’s the point you know. It’s like EVERYONE has a life, like things going on (kids, getting married, having sex, partying, etc). In other words everyone seems successful but me. It’s not that I don’t want it I do, and it’s not like I can’t I can but it’s hard. Battling with depression and constantly feeling anxious. It makes it so hard to focus and concentrate. Like so much is going on in my head all at once and I can’t stop it. I cant stop the talking, the noises, the guilt. I can’t stop me heart from feeling limp and empty. Everything seems hopeless.