I know I seem positive all the time, but honestly, I'm a mess. I spend my days at home, laying in bed a lot. More than someone my age should. I have a very compromised immune system due to my autoimmune disease, so especially now, I can't really go anywhere.
And I feel guilty, I feel scared, I feel like life isn't worth living a lot. But my son, my husband, and the people on this forum help me. They make me feel like I have a purpose. So thank you all. And if anyone needs a friend, a shoulder to cry on, or someone to just vent to, I'm here. Just knowing I'm not alone has helped more than anyone could ever know.