Hey,
Well, I just wanted some support tonight.
My GAD can be manageable most of the time but never quite enough. What I mean is, I have such low self esteem and worry myself silly. Most of it are things that aren’t a big deal. But of course, with my anxiety, I can’t help it. Has anyone not been able to get over a past relationship? I mean think about them all the time and sad the romance is over. Why? The guy I was with couldn’t tell me the truth if his life depended on it. He used me and left me feeling broken. I was the girl on the side. I kept hoping he cared and things would get better. I think things might have been getting stale for him so he kept me as his back up. Anyway, the guy was such an a-hole. He was living with a woman that I wasn’t aware of. I told him to never contact me again and he hasn’t. I suggested he come clean with his girlfriend too.
Guys, I know what he is and that I’m better off. So, why drag myself through the pain? Maybe the rejection was too hard for me to accept. I feel like such a loser. And that it’s my fault.
Ps. I’m married now and I love him. You’d think I couldn’t step back in to the past. But, here I am.
Fact or fiction? 
Relationship Advice needed
I’m still really struggling with my pets death 
Dealing with Divorce and Abuse 
Holiday is almost finished 
