Depression creeping up.

[Skeeble]

Hey everyone,

Not been on here for ages. I've managed my anxiety really well up until now. Pushed all my boundaries and have coped really well. However, my Depression is really playing up at the moment. Really low moments, uncontrollable crying, stupid urges. And I don't know if it's cos Im not in the best relationship and he's not very kind to me or my meds.

He's not supportive, and quite emotionally abusive, but I've managed it until now. However it all seems abit overwhelming now and I don't think I'm coping with it all. I feel that dark abyss feeling again and I don't want it back after so long.

Xx

[Doglover309]

Why would you stay with someone who treats you so horribly? Not being rude, I stayed with an emotionally abusive ex for three years. With your partner I see two options; tell them that they either start treating you better and how you deserve to be treated or else you'll leave them, or just straight up leave them. My depression is coming back and after so long I just don't want to feel that way again so I understand how you're feeling. It could be a mixture of both the meds and the bad relationship. You could just be hitting your breaking point. I hope things get better for you. Don't let that person bring you down. Let their poopy behavior lift you up and show them what you are capable of doing.

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Girl I know this may be easier said than done but if he isn’t supportive and he’s emotionally abusive, LEAVE! Trust me don’t put yourself through what I put myself through. I just got out of a relationship on Tuesday. I felt so happy after I let him go because I knew I shouldn’t have to put up with that or spend most nights crying over being hurt. Like yes it may hurt for a little while being without them but please trust me on this, you don’t want to be with someone who doesn’t care ☹️ My heart hurts for you. You deserve so much better, please don’t settle less than what you deserve.

[HisChild4ever]

I am very sorry about how you feel! Depression is horrible. The last thing you need is to be in a relationship with someone who is abusive. You need people who are supportive. And you deserve to be treated nicely. Being alone romantically is better than being in a bad and unhealthy relationship. I hope your doctor can make changes in your medications so that you feel better. But I don't think there is going to be an improvement in your depression regardless of what medication you take if you have someone in your life who mistreats you. I hope you can be wise.

[primrose81]

The best of luck for making a stand xx

[Sunnidayz1]

Hi. The reason why you are experiencing such symptoms is because of the abuse from him. It's not you, it's him. I have a neuroscience background so I know a lot about the brain and the brain is very fragile. If you abuse it in any way you damage it. Yes I said damage it. He is damaging your brain. Those are depressing thoughts you're experiencing bc he is hurting your brain. He has major problems in his life and he is taking it out on you. You dont need to prove how strong you are to us. Staying with him and dealing with his abuse shows how weak you are. It's not a sign of strength. Show strength by leaving him and building your own self love. You can do it on your own! Please dont blame yourself for all of this. You are the victim here. So kick him to the curb and move on.

Sunni❤

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Hello My Name is Andrew. I obviously have issues with my Brain's Chemical inbalances as I like to say...its covers everything.

Ive read what the others have said already but I would like to talk to you and ask you some questions instead of Joining the already very long queue. I think its very important to understand where and why things began to get emotional each time it happens as my times and reasons are always random. So is this a new relationship that started when you were doing really well or have you been together through episodes whilst already together?