Hello

[AimSix]

Hello everyone I've been struggling with this disorder for quite some time. When I was younger I remember thinking that I was going crazy, that I wasn't a strong person. My family always preys on weakness. Until recently I started sharing with my family only to find out that's some of my siblings suffer from the same disordered. And I know it runs in the family. This disorder is hard , I am a person that everyone relies on I'm the oldest in my family out of 8, I'm a boss at my job. I am the person everyone goes to for advice or to handle personal emotional distress from my coworkers or customers. I'm the one with all the answers , I can handle everyone else is chaos but not my own. Which is the one I hate most about myself. I can help all these people, but I cannot help me. And sometimes I wish I was invisible or non-existent. Or better a sane minded person.. Lol if that exist.

[AimSix]

I was going to therapy once a week for two months. But then the pandemic happened. I have not been back since February.

[AimSix]

No I did not think to do online.