I haven't had a rough day in a week or so now. I was doing so well... Last week I found myself being less careful with social distancing with my friends as well as my family too... My thoughts are racing and I'm obsessing that I am sick with the virus. I'm also beating myself up for not social distancing as much as I know I should have and hugging my family who I haven't seen in months even though they said they were okay with it...
Today, I find myself with those oh so familiar feelings of uneasiness, anxiety, and obsessive thoughts. The feeling of heavy heart beat, feeling like I'm outside of my body, wanting to cry, and countless obsessive thoughts. Beyond hyper-aware of my body at this point. I feel like right now, it's taking over and it's so frustrating!