Hate

[PeanutGalleryGirl]

Has anyone else ever felt as though everybody hates you and wishes you were dead....?

[PeanutGalleryGirl]

What happens when your only hope is gone, you're empty, you can't do anything right, you get yelled at for trying to be yourself but then when you try too fit in you just get laughed at, and there is nothing left in this world for you....?

[PeanutGalleryGirl]

Hope is just a figment of imagination, humans make it up to feel better about them selves their is always someone hoping but then it might not ever happen it's a wish.

[PeanutGalleryGirl]

When the person you loved, trusted fully, believed and wouldn't believe that they could hurt you, disappoint you, cheat you, lie straight to your face, ruing your life, making you regret everything you've done for your life beginning to think about life, physically and mentally abusing you finally getting away from it after putting up with it for years falling deep into depression losing all hope you had, what then......?

[PeanutGalleryGirl]

....Have you ever been told your not good enough because what you are....?

[PeanutGalleryGirl]

It's hard to love yourself when you are walking down the street say hello to someone and they stare and keep walking then laugh and you know they're laughing, and the only person you trusted tells you that you're "too fat" and if you don't get skinnier they'll leave so you stop eating and so you shove your fingers down your throat and you pass out and out from not eating and you wake up in the hospital and they call you a useless freak.

[PeanutGalleryGirl]

That wouldn't and doesn't matter to you.

[PeanutGalleryGirl]

Why would that be, it's not like you know me....

[PeanutGalleryGirl]

But thank you for caring you're the only one.

[PeanutGalleryGirl]

The last person that said that completely turned their backs on me.

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You are mixing with the wrong people, they are not worth the effort.

No matter what or who you are, you are unique and given that you will eventually move on and find people who have the same needs and expectation as yourself.

There are many people out there I would never bother with, Live your life for those people like yourself and will accept you for who you are, not who what they expect you too be

BOB