What to do for a partner?

[Kyoya]

I feel I should make another post as to now let myself slip away from a possible place. I stated in my I'm new post that I have been in a few relationships. Two in High School and one much later in life.

The first was as I put it like a sadistic teenage movie, a "dare". The next I was told it was out of pity. The final one was someone who said the accept my mental state and would be there. I only found out later I was money for her and her kid and was cheated on.

I tried some years ago to be open about being a disabled adult and that lead to people not understanding or saying that is too much work. I even left out being a disabled adult and everything seemed to go fine and struck off, when it came down to talking on a even slight deeper level and admitting to it all communication would stop.

I wont lie that I am messed up, what should I do or just give into the fact?

[Afrohair]

That’s so sad I’m sorry you’ve had such negative experiences I hope you find the right person because you deserve it regardless of your disability you deserve to be loved and you will be loved just be honest with yourself and those you meet I promise someone will love you for who you really are x

[Starrlight]

❤️

[Hidden]

Sorry you’re feeling this way. Hugs to you 🤗 life can get pretty lonely sometimes.

[Kyoya]

I wish I could be not grim and say that's true but that is the ideals that has gotten me to where I am and not. Hope I have said this right.