It’s like I can never just have a good time. My depression just creeps up on me and I start to feel guilty for having fun or being happy . I start to fight to stay happy and positive because the stress and sad feelings I have ruin my night . I then start to get like exhausted of human interaction and rather just go home and dwell in my pain. Why does this always happen.
p.s I take anti depressants, and I have a therapist I just started sessions last week so hopefully it helps but still this sucks