Grief

[PackerGirl]

Recently I had to place my dogs for adoption because I was unable to care for them in the best way possible anymore-I’ve lost my job, my house and my ability to function due to my depression and anxiety. Today I learned that Lilly, the older of the two, died last night. It happened peacefully in her sleep and I’m grateful for that. I just can’t stand that she’s gone and I failed her in her final months. I feel like my life is karma being received for the bad things I’ve done but honestly, I can’t think of anything I’ve ever done that was bad enough to deserve all I’ve been through lately. I just can’t make sense of any of this and I can’t believe my sweet Lilly is gone...💔

[Hidden]

i’m so sorry for all that you’re going through right now, you did not fail her at all. you did what you knew was the right thing for her. she’ll know that, and she didn’t suffer. ❤️

[bonkers65]

I'm so sorry all this is happening to you. I hope things get better for you.

[JPMcG]

Kelli- May love & light heal your grief over the loss of Lilly. You were her special guardian to the rainbow 🌈 bridge over which she crossed in peace.

Don’t be hard on your self, focus on what you do have. Even a thread of positivity can begin to weave your tapestry of happiness and fulfillment. Remember all the good times Lilly shared with you through the years.

Peace can be found by Lilly’s lesson and example of a life well lived. Be proud of who you are, and use your assets to build strength and resilience for overcoming the obstacles, just like Lilly would want you to do!

[Daesin]

My heart is with you. You showed 5hem love and have done your best. That is all any dog would ever ask.

[Hidden]

I totally understand your sadness as we have been lifetime dog lovers and have lost many to age and death. I disagree with you on that you failed them. Failing would have meant keeping them when you couldnt meet their needs. You put their needs above your own even though it hurt. Cut your self a break. You were a good dog mom. 💜

[Starrlight]

How are you living without a job or house? Do you know someone who is helping you? So sorry for your loss. I believe Lilly is in a beautiful place ❤️

[PackerGirl in reply to Starrlight]

I have been staying at a friends house, it’s a business so I’m not supposed to be here -so, pretty uncomfortable. I’ve also been getting food stamps and cash assistance which helps a little. It’s the reason I had to place Sul and Lil for adoption, I’m essentially homeless with no financial means of supporting myself, much less them.

[Starrlight in reply to PackerGirl]

((((((((Kelli)))))) my heart goes out to you. It could happen to anyone and I’m so sorry you are going through this. I’m here for you. Pm me any time you need to talk. ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

[pink318]

Hello,

I’m so sorry for the loss of your beloved dog- Lilly. Thank you for sharing. I’m glad you have a place to stay, you have food stamps and cash assistance. Years back, my husband lost his job and we also received financial assistance from the government. He’s unemployed for 13 months but now he is working in a job that he really wanted. Please stay strong. Things may be hard right now but I hope you will not lose hope.

Stay in the forum. I hope you will be encouraged here. Praying for you for comfort and you will get through this difficult time. God bless.