Have to finish

She driving me crazy too. I took care my father on a respirator, I know what it like. She never cared about me before all these years. So I have two people causing me so much anxiety. I know what we are suppose to do,but I can do only so much. When Inwas having her my abuse mother told me I be a bad mother, and kill her. So when she was born I washed my hands in till they were raw, I was afraid even if I touched her she would get such or die. I had to stop myself, and I did. So now with this virus I can’t go back to 46 years afpgonwhen she was born. I doing the best I can to not get this virus, or give to anyone else. I just can’t go back to that again. Please someone talk to me, I am alone in this.

[Mary-intussuception]

Hi

This must be a terrible reminder for you.

What your mother said back then and the effect it had on you was so bad.

You do NOT have to go back to that.

You are not alone now - you have us lot on here.

❤

Please , PLEASE, remember this and think only of this truth just now :

You are Precious, Beautiful and Loved ♡

I'm here for a little while.

In UK and about to go to bed though.

Let's chat for a while

God Bless

🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

[Hidden in reply to Mary-intussuception]

Thank you ,go to bed will talk tomorrow, sleep tight❤️