The lowest point of my life

[Meyer_Gdmnx]

I’m writing to you now. I’ve never been more sad alone or exhausted. I can’t take this I was already having issues with anxiety ocd and depression now the rock of my life my father is ill. And my life feels like it’s in ruins my brother just goes to work and goes out lol night with his girlfriend my mother who is lovely and supportive has her own family and problems her boyfriend is an awful selfish disgusting human and she has wanted to leave him for some time but he emotionally blackmails her. So ultimately I just feel like I’m about to break I don’t think my mind can take it

[JOYInThisMoment]

Hang in there! You can do this- Love on your dad & enjoy your moments together. I’ve been having a rough & lonely day too. It helps me to focus on others & encourage them.

[kevinloveslen]

Hello Meyer_Gdmnx ,

Thank you for having the courage to share your situation with us. I am so sorry that you are having to go through all of this. In reading your post, I was reminded of losing my father 25 years ago this October. I was only 21 years old and just like you, I viewed him as my "rock". What I have found since then, though it took me a few years and a lot of pain and anxiety and depression, but I did find someone who is "my Rock"...someone who "will never leave me nor forsake me". I am talking about Christ, the Son of the Living God. I have never known peace and security like I know it now with Him in my heart. I don't know if you are interested in this or not, but I will be praying for you, your father, and your mother.

Thank you again,

Kevin