Why me......

[Bluetj]

I spend a lot of time trying to figure out why was I selected to go thru this fire of hell because that is what this feel like. It is so uncomfortable, so irritating, sooooo, I don't even know how to really explain this. While I appreciate that I am still alive, its rough. I have good days but it seems like when the bad days hit, it makes up for any good days I have. Then a lot of times I want to scream, I want to run but don't know where to run to & for what I just can't seem to escape this. I hate this, its like a nightmare that I can't wake up from. Somebody please wake me up. I am tire of going thru different things. I don't know what's real and what's not, I feel alone a lot of time. I have been experiencing the shakes, nausea, so afraid of dying, so tensed. WHYYYYYYYYYYY?

I'm not even sure if this post makes sense because I am all over the place. I just don't know what to do.

[kenster1]

hi we are not selected to suffer from illness it just happens to be who we are.dealing with it in the right way will go along way for us to live with it and maybe even overcome it.we all have good days and bad days alike but its the good days we should cherish more.

[Gjkas]

Hi , we all have our good days and bad days. Don't think that you're on your own. We all have our trouble and pain,and don't understand WHY.

I know that some days when I am in so much pain,I think to myself, Why Me ???.

And I have actually kicked the leg of the kitchen table as I've gone past.

I've taken my slippers off and Bang.Bang.Banged them together to get some of the Frustrations and panic out of me. We don't know whats around the corner. We don't pick these horrible illnesses. They pick us.

I have no answeres to that. But we have to learn to live with it somehow..

You will,even though it's hard 😓😪.x

[In2thenow]

No need to explain. Myself and many more know what you are experiencing. Please get professional help and be certain of qualifications and compatability. Keep looking for right pros and do not settle for less. Remember when you are going thru hell,keep going.

[Momwhocooks]

Have you gone to a doctor? There is real help out there. Between a GP and a psychiatrist, they can really help. Get help though! I had the symptoms you described, and for me, the right dose of Zoloft stopped it. I wish you the best.

[Wrigleyville]

I don’t know what to say except I understand and I can relate.

[Starrlight]

You make total sense to me. I feel like you do. I’m sorry we must go through the hell. But there’s also heaven it just hides away sometimes.