There is just to much pain in this life. How much pain should one person have to go through in one life time. Cancer, son's suicide, taking care of my mother until she passed. Loss of grandchildren through lies, hate and pain. Almost all of my family is gone, and I feel my husband that I have been with for twenty years can't take it anymore. My mom left me everything. The pain of the decisions I have to make is killing me. My second son and his girlfriend took advantage of my mom. They have caused me so much pain. I never thought a pain could be worse than finding my son hanging and trying to save him. They did everything they could to destroy me. They didn't pay any bill, and got everything they could from my mom. I think my son wanted me to kill myself too.They almost succeeded, but my husband saved me. We spent thousands of dollars, lived in a hotel room for three weeks, lost everything. We broke two leases.and did everything we could do to take care of my mother. We had to move the day after she passed. We did not feel safe because of the threats, and accusations. My mother had guardianship of my niece. She left me guardian, and everything. Now I have to get my son, his girlfriend that is pregnant, and my granddaughter to move so I can take care of my niece that they want guardianship of. They use people, pay nothing and only cause pain. As a grandmother how can I do what I know is the best thing. We will pay for them to move, and it's time for them to grow up and take care of their family. There is so much more, and I can't believe the pain and decisions I'm left with. My sister is in so much pain also because she can't understand why my mom left everything to me. She hurt my mom so much and was never there for her. I hate the pain she has too. Oh how I wish I could just disappear and not have to deal with all of this.I sit and cry, and I can't believe how crazy and painful all of this is. Thanks for letting me get this out, I'm so lost.
Everyone is gone.: There is just to... - Anxiety and Depre...
Everyone is gone.
Are you been Scapegoated by by family members ??
BOB
Oh you poor soul, I feel for you. I have found in life, people can be so cruel, there is so much dis-function in family's, it goes on in mine. Is your husband strong, I hope he is there to help you and support you. Can you afford to go to therapy, you need help, this is too much of a load for you to carry. I wish I could sit down and talk with you, you need to get all this pain out and find some answers. First thing I would do, is make those people move, settle back in your home, then cut them off of contact with you in any way. They need to grow up, nothing in life is free, not even "Clean Air"....Be kind to yourself, you are a wonderful and special person, believe in yourself, do not listen to any put downs, whining's, nothing negative, do not let them manipulate you. Stick to your guns, you deserve to be happy and live a worry free life. You can write to me on my email account and I will reply. A fellow rehabilitated suffer, who sends you strength, courage, love, peace and Big Hugs.....Sprinkle 1.....