Happy 2020 everyone. My greatest hope for myself and for my friends is that this year — this decade — brings more peace and contentment, less emotional pain and suffering.
Saw my therapist yesterday & he is of the mind that I should continue on the prescribed ECT/ketamine treatment path. I have a treatment on Friday. I think it will then be weekly for a couple weeks. I just HATE the treatments so much! Hate waiting my turn, hate the way I feel when I wake up, and the way I feel the rest of that day, hate that I lose the entire day. My therapist said he can see a difference in me though. Whatever that means.