I have been fighting with this feeling from more than 7 years n from the past two years every night I'm controlling cutting my nerve after realizing the end of my suffering will start making my family and friends life suffer more than I do. I don't know why everyone trusts me. After almost 4 months of a tough fight managed to get a good job, but not able to focus on it due to the weight of my foolishness n mistakes I made.. In another 30 mins, a new year starts for everyone here n all are having a great time I don't want to ruin their movement so I just staying here n watching them having fun.. Hopefully ill also get a new life, I know it's impossible to get out of my debts but still, I'm here n thinking how can I get back to my life again.. Sorry I'm Lil drunk after 4 months I'm not able to convey my feelings better than this.. Lots of confusion n lots of thoughts .. Anyway happy new year in advance my dear friends..
Happy New Year my dear friends - Anxiety and Depre...
Happy New Year my dear friends
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I think you have expressed yourself well 💛 hopefully we will all be able to face our fears with compassion and love for ourselves. Not an easy thing but I think worth doing anyway, happy new year and peace to you 🙏
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