Bad person

I just realized that I might be the person that destroyed a friendship of so many years. And the truth is it hurts alot. While going on a social media page I saw this really happy couple. It was my brother and his best friend they used to be so close since they were young so basically for 15 years or so they were always together and sadly enough I came into that picture. See that photo of those two best friends since kinder made me realize that I'm the one to blame they now don't talk to each other. So yes I'm a horrible sister and a bad friend. Im currently in bed crying and really hating myself for not keeping my mouth shut like i should have. For some stupid reason I decided I need to get to know this girl again I mean I knew her very little. But I hate her because my brother would always defend her and my parents approved of their friendship. So I gave myself the opportunity to get to talk to her and thats is were i messed up big time. Look she is an awesome person dont get me wrong the one that messed this up was me. They say it's never good that you share friends with your siblings and its true. I still don't understand why I had to open up to her and tell her the true about the way my brother really was. That is what I regret so bad. I wish with all my heart I had never spoken to her. I regret i become this little snitch. Honestly my brother and her dont deserve someone like me in their lives. I always end up ruining eveything. Now I'm here writing because i feel I broke something so nice and I can't even forgive myself. To my brother and his best friend I'm truly sorry. I hope and wish even pray you guys get that beautiful friendship back i broke.

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You are only human and humans make mistakes. It is just unfortunate that this happened. I can hear how sorry you are and I think it is time you forgave yourself now.