Heart Broken Man

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Living with OCD, Anxiety & Depression. For years I was abandoned by my mother & father(unknown) for many years. Therefore, knowing as child, I couldn't depended on, mankind a but a High Power & Myself. Until my marriage for 6years, where I depend on her for my support, up till separations/ divorced these past year, which I want, & also regret. Because of my illness, & I was no long a factor too, my ex wife these past 3years of our marriage. After she completed her educations, I after my stoke, & surgery. After working 2 full time jobs, for 4 years, trying my best not only show her, & anyone have ever put down. I'm willing work & have something with her. All I ever want in my life was support, form those I have want above & beyond for because, I love them & family. Where I made sacrifice, that some I'm still paying for. Therefore I lost myself, in mist of it all. I have walk always from my employer after 12 years, making a nice salary with full benefits, my son because his mother only see him as a income, and being homeless after my separations/ divorced from my wife. Whom I love very much. I always productive person, at early age because of my past. Therefore always I work, working staying busying, help me cope with my illness, and problems. I never want to be failure in life, sad thing I failure. Daily I feel like that. Because what I have been threw & ran threw for many years, sad thing I was told by my owe ex wife years ago, and from some my owe family members & friends. I was supposed made this far in life. I shouldn't been a high school drop out, have a felony record, prison , or dead by now. Therefore, I have the opportunity, go off school/ college out state, have employment/ salaries I have over years,& living in other cities, & state. Meeting difference people's of power & government, ect. , and doing thing I taught never able to do, or see. Most of all being in position do want I, and having what I want. Because I errand it.

Sincerely

Heartbroken Man